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31.8.06
Yesterday sleep at 5am+ talking to ping yuan online...den didnt go skol today..was soo farking tired...when i opened my eyes..its 8:30am+
Jon called me..ask me to mit him outside AES with his friends...
and so i mit him,go hall..saw soo mani assumptionites having fun in the hall
Saw some familiar faces, greet some teachers...
Go busstop,saw her...sooo farkin paiseh..managed to say hi to her,but too bad she didnt see.
After that,go makan with lau and wenjie at greenridge shopping centre..
I'm so farking sweaty that time..
Come back home,lau and wenjie tagged along..lau go home after a short while
wenjie playin need for speed most wanted on my ps2..
im so farking boring,that i have to blog now..or else will fall asleep
If hes not in my house, im having a very good nap by now..
Eyes closing~~ zzzzzz
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30.8.06
zzz.nvr go skol today..sick~...bored at home...nthin better to do....bored bored bored.
buh bye
Wrote this chapter on 1:31 PM
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26.8.06
Chances are slim for me~Day after day...saw her frenster always have guys posting miss ya,mwark.. so and so..dunno why i feel damn pissed..her blog oso... always seems flirting with gary aka "xiaoboii"...
That guy got gf liao still like tat, WTF is that guy thinking...
Her frenster,blog tag...always seems flirting with guy...
Oh man..the feeling SUX....
Why am i feelin so sucky? maybe i developed feelings for her...
Seriously...It seems that another guy is trying to win her....
Well..what can i do...realli dislike that gary...wtf wtf wtf WTF WAD THE FUCK!
Feeling sad now...
Feeling very confused now...
Den she is going to mit that xiaoboi out one day...haiz...
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Wad am i here for???
Wrote this chapter on 12:30 AM
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19.8.06
Today was very tiring man...went to sentosa with lau for freddi's biketrail event...Reach harbourfront at around 3pm+...den go there eat soya suace noodle...damn nice...lol
Took the sentosa shuttle bus...
Reach there liao..super long queue for blue line bus...den decided to walk to siloso beach from Visitor arrival centre..
We made the wrong choice man...It was such a loooong uphill walk...
Perspiring like hell...
den go siloso beach call freddi.
askin where he is...
He says hes at harbourfront..den say that the event ended early today..
SIAN DIAO~!
Went to delifrance to order a cup of ice lemon tea..oso go and see my ex colleage..change so many ppl in deli..so onli recognised 1 person..
den me and lau go watch "4D Magix"...cost $16 bucks for 1 ticket..Showtime 30 mins long.
Nice effect..chair will jerk de...
Water will spray onto your face..if theres a scene showin a person dropped into water
Can realli feel the effects of the movie...Its a must watch..lol..
Took 963 to bukit panjang plaza..order mac donald untill $9+
den go home..zzz
feelin rather tiring..so stopping here..zzz...bb...
Wrote this chapter on 11:09 PM
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16.8.06
Some day you'll cry for me like I cried for you.Some day you'll miss me like I missed you.
Some day you'll need me like I needed you.
Some day you'll love me, but I won't love you.
Wrote this chapter on 10:18 PM
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13.8.06
Haix...i cant believe she left me....I asked her..if she put her idols "SMAP" above me...
guess what? she say "Yes"
meaning...her idol is more important than her bf...
I'm really surprised she'll say this to me..
Idols= fake,u can't reach out to them
Boyfriend= Real,cares for you,stand by on always,Love you
She chose to abandon me..and stick with her idol...
Well,its kind stupid right??
Well..Guys have feelings too...But WHO THE FUCK CARES??
WHO FUCKING CARE ABOUT ME? WHO UNDERSTANDS HOW I FEELS??
NO ONE!!!
I never stop her from liking idols..but placing idols above her bf??
WHAT THE FUCK?!!
Wads the use of me when she placed her idols above me??
I'll just have to back out..and let her idols with her den..
Anyone will be very sad if they heard from their bf/gf saying they placed their idols above anyone else right???
Including me...
Why can't u understand me yijun?? huh?
Why do things have to turned out this way??
Why my path have to be always saddening???
why.......
Wat done is done..its u who initiated to break up.
I can'd do anything else can't i??
and i guessed..u cant change anymore huh...
All the best for your studies..and your future bf...
Miss devil...dun denied~! F5! hahax..
**"If you love somebody, let them go. If they return, they were always yours. If they don't, they never were."**
i assume...They never were....
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Wrote this chapter on 11:08 PM
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9.8.06
Happy National day!~~~Well..its not that happy for me...Dear had been ignoring me since yesterday...
Well..i had to admit its my fault to ask for breakup..but i dunno why i said that in the 1st place...maybe i think too much..
Im thinkin why she's like take me for granted..
and why im like no importance to her..
Thinkin she always nvr treat me as bf..more like a normal fren...
I spoke to her fren through msn today...cuz no matter how i sms and call my gf..she juz wont reply me...
I think ways to talk to her..Den i found her fren msn address on friendster...
I added her..and talked to her...
Hoping to find out more about my gf..
I realised im wrong..and alreadi made alots of apologies to her...
And telling her how much i love her..and dun wanna leave her..
But wad i get..is silence..i slept at 6am yesterday..juz to wait for her reply to me..trying to call her hp..but she switched off instead..
If she realli dun wanna bothers me..i guess she's wanting to breakup with me.
Well..wad can i do but to wait for her sms...
If it comes to worse..i had to surrender but to give up...
She dun nids me..wad can i do right???
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I guessed shes having a great time outside with her frens.
Might forgotten about me...
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Wrote this chapter on 10:31 PM
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8.8.06
A very sad day for me, Had problems with her...As everyone knows..esplanade is a very romantic place..mostly couples went there and spent time with each other..
This coming national day...i'm planning to ask her out and watch fireworks with her, but she told me shes gonna watch with her friends...
I understand but i was not invited to watch with her...Here are our sms conversation
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Me:Dear,i was wondering National day..u watching fireworks with frens? or with alot of guy frens?? how come never ask me wor?
My Gf:oo..ic they wan go where watch first..cuz i scare if they wan drive i scare not enuf space
Me:Can't i go there and meet u there???
My Gf:No, cuz if they driving they going somewhere else to see..And they wan to sit inside the car and see...
Me:I feel so wierd..how can be sitting inside a car see fireworks???
My Gf: i dunno them..see tml how they say than i tell u...
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i even told her that i wanted to mit her by mrt..she juz say no to me..
How am i feeling right now???
Anyone can understand my feelings??? i doubt so...
I juz wondering if she's meeting her bf or dating some guy behind my back..
Most likely yes...
If not..why cant i go???
I only wish 1 simple thing from her..is that so hard to come true??
That is be faithful and loyal to me..i juz want that..im not greedy rite?? and i hope
to talk to her 1 on 1..telling her how i feel..and i dun think she realli cares much.
dun think she treated me as her bf..i juz want ur attention and care..can??
If she realli faithful to me..im the happiest guy in the world..
Why does my Path of Love always have to come to a sad ending..WHY???
Tomorrow is national day...well...
...if u are lookin at my blog..
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..Hope u have great fun watching fireworks =)
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7.8.06
Why do i feel everyday is getting more and more tired and moody...Today nthing interesting happen in skol...
Nothing to do..and feeling bored..i decided to take some pictures of my classmates...during "Thinking skills" lesson..
Thinking skills teachers
See? how mani people paying attention to the teacher..-_-"
Zai Yi is slping..zzz
This is Li Fen,dunno why everyone likes to makes fun of her..by calling her "LIII FEEEENNNNNN" using a very high pitch voice...
National Day is coming, which means..fireworks~~!
Seriously,i never watch a live fireworks in my entire life..
Actualli,this year i'm planning to watch with my love one...
But her friends "booked" her faster than me..lol...
Oh well,i guessed i have to spend the day myself...have to wait for next year..If i have the chance...
Wrote this chapter on 9:58 PM
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5.8.06
Hi~ yesterday too tired..nvr blog..soo i'll post about yesterday bah..Yesterday after skol..i'm miting my gf in plaza sing..
Jonathan,garett and zai yi was going with me to plaza sing..they wanted to see who's my gf..
so we reached there about 12 plus...we bought 5 tickets for the movie "click".and my gf felt very pai seh miting my fwens..soo we separated the seats to 3 behind
We hang out at the kfc until 3:30pm...
Movie show timing is on 3:50pm..
Went and play arcade the newest house of the dead and time crisis 4.
She called me..and i went down to macdonald to mit her...
As i stepped into the mac...i was like "WOW"..so many of her friends was around her..lol...
Den we went up to the cinema..buy popcorn and a drink..my friends oso followed me inside.
The show began..there was so much laughter as i can hear her laughter.. it was a great and funni movie.
I placed my hand over hers,and she got slightly shock ..lol..den we hold hands when watchin the movie.. XD...
After the movie..we went to orchard to walk..
Den we went to changi airport to hang out too..
Sit at burgerking..chat..
And i took a couple of pics of her..=X *shhh*
and a 1 min vid =X..was taking the vid..den suddenly..*battery flat*(-_-")
We were going home after that..it was around 10pm...as we board the train..
i felt that she's leaving...and i juz wanted to hug her and kiss her..tellin her how much i'll miss her...
Well..the next time we go out bah..XD...friday or sat bah..muz see if shes free that day..wanted to go watch fireworks with her on national day..but she's watching with her friends.. *sigh* oh well...=)
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Wrote this chapter on 3:16 PM
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1.8.06
ZzZ...its night now..and im thinking of her..today i am surprised that she told her friend that im her "fren" i was shocked and disappointed at a moment..After i talked to her how i felt..she told me that,she shy to tell..and she'll let them know that im her bf slowly...
Well..i know im maybe abit too sensitive..but i just feels wierd..being called as a "friend"...hmm...being sorta disappointed...=(
We talked to each other..and she says that in her heart..im her bf...hahax..
* I just only wished..in the future..she wont hide that i'm her bf bah..thats all i wished for.. ._.*
