23.3.06
This post i regarding about how i lost all of my trust on a single gal..Last year, it was 2005...i know tis gal from "Dream3r" chatroom...Her nick was "devilgal".
We chatted in the chatroom for alot of days...soon...we eventually exchanged hp numbers...We began to start smsing each other...
Months passed, and i fell in deep love with her..although i had never met her in reality..i onli seen her pic via MMS..i dunno why i love her so much.. you all may know..maybe it was so called "Crush" or perhaps "Puppy Love"...i can tell u all....Its Not!
Eventually, i asked her for stead. At 1st, she was surprised...but she oso says that she oso likes me...I was damn happy during the time we stead...We chatted on the phone...onli went out 2 times...as shes busy with school things...we went very well for 4 months...until den....
She was my 1st ever girlfriend...Of cuz i put all my love and trust on her..i will never worry that she will betray me...
I guessed i'm wrong..............................
I realised her feelings had fade away from me...and her attitude was getting from bad to worse..i had to feelin that she had a guy outside..so i asked my friend to help me..he pretend to sms my gf..and ask to be friend with her...i told me friend to ask her whether she hav bf or nort...and she replied.. "no"... and says that she likes a guy called desmond...
I was truly devastated when i read that message.. and i told her that i know that she likes another guy behind my back..she began to throw vulgarities at me..and we broke up...
Day after day...I was feeling very sad...it was so painful...i shed tears for her every night when i was about to sleep...her image juz flashed across my mind..i even attempt to commit suicide by jumpin down the building..but i think about my family..how they gonna be sad when i died..i turned back...
After the incident..i happened to know a gal in Maplesea called Jerlyn...she was a very cheerful gal..we managed to get each others hp numbers...as i know her more...feelings for her started to develop inside me...i was thinkin about askin her for stead.. (will she be like my ex?, Is she the type of flirty gal?)..i keep on think about tis...
I asked her...and we stead...but not for long...cuz i always quarrel with her...because i never put all my trust on her..being very afraid that shes gonna be like my ex...i keep on misunderstandin her...keep on askin her.."you got like any guys outside or not?" Eventually...she cannot stand it anymore...and asked me for a break up...i respect her decision...and so i did...
Well...i guessed..My ex took all my trusts away from me....wad can i do?
Anyone had read my story....i advise u all...dun be like me...its realli hurtful...
Message of this incident: It takes years to build up trust, and only seconds to destroy it.Conclusion:There's always going to be people that hurt you so what you have to do is keep trusting and just be more careful about who you trust next time.
Wrote this chapter on 12:26 AM
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