28.4.07
27/4/2007 is my birthday.
When i opened my eyes.
Saw the happy birthday msg from dear.
=D
Go to the school until 12pm.
Come home.. prepare to go celebrate my bday with dear.
We went to vivocity 1st.
Went to the pet shop.
Saw soo many kawaii pets!~
2 Maltese puppy cuddlingAfter walking around in vivo.
Its like..4pm+?
Went to the top floor to take the sentosa monorail.
1st time taking the train to sentosa. lol.
Went to siloso beach..
Then...southern point tower. o_O.
We sit there chit chat.
Very windy and cooling.
I said "i love you" to her at the highest floor of the tower!
lol...i can feel the shyness in her.. =p
I told her my feelings. =)
Suddenly. Saw Lau walking up the stairs with a birthday cake.
Im very very surprised!!
Im shock and speechless for like...10 seconds? :o
Its a surprise from my dear and my frens.
THANK YOU DEAR! THANK YOU LAU AND PY!!!
PY gave me a can of carlsberg.
lol...managed to drink the whole can.
I can feel the hotness frm my face.
Face turn red and hot very fast. Lol.
Very very happy today.
Thanks to dear, lau and py.
This is the happiest birthday of my life. =D
We slack until 9pm? took a bus back to harbourfront.
Shes very sleepy. =\
Accompanied her to pasir ris station.
Saw her father. Look quite fierce =X
Oh..Its 3:04am now. and im nt sleeping yet. lol.
Dear...i think i need to talk to you.
Haiz...I know from the start..我抓不住你的心.
Maybe its me..I don't know how to express myself properly.
I know......The feelings in you towards me.. is just a crush right?
My feelings to u..its nt a crush...Im true towards you.
Lol..Its normal for me to feel disappointed and sad. =)
Do you remember..we promised each other...that..if we got any problems.
we need to talk to each other with our problems? and not hiding it?
I give u my 100%.
I really love u.
Pls believe me.
This is how i really felt about u.
Tis is not rubbish.
But...
...Maybe u feel that its only a crush towards me.
But not me.
...I never will have such feelings towards u.
If you feel it that way...
I can't do anything also =)
You can say whatever negative things about urself.
But i dun care.
You know...You are the best gf i ever had.
No joke.
No gf had been so nice to me before.
You are the best.
I want to celebrate your birthday with you.
I want to bring you to places which u nvr been b4.
I want to see your smile. Your laughter.
I am really fortunate to have you as my gf.
I know..
Im very lor soh =(
Your "crush" towards me may not last.
But in my mind..there are happy moments being with you.
The fun we had.
I need to blog my feelings.
I can feel much better after i do that. =)
Dear pls leave ur comments after reading this ok?
I think i really nid to talk to u.
Its better this way..dun u think so? =)
Pls dun leave me.......pls......
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